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Stephanie Tobola

Bathtub Breakdown

Make up hides the tired in my eyes

My hair is curled to complete the lie

It's all alright. I'm alright. Yes, I am fine.

I can give 40 hours to pay my bills

while juggling chores and schedules in high heels

then homework done and lunches packed

back-to-back my schedule is stacked.


It's alright. I am fine.

Moms are made mend and fix

Moms are made to balance time

Moms heal the sick and turn every frown

Moms are made tough

That's why....

Breakdowns, I save for the bathtub


I can push and challenge the one I love

your dreams have become mine

So, forward I gently shove

always reaching for the next level, rising above

I listen and read between each line

fill in the gaps and help you shine


I'm alright. I am fine.

Military spouse is a supporting role

new places and faces

all pass with the time

living in the phrase of I don't know

she boxes her dreams

and saves the overwhelmed tears

she hides behind the 'I'm tough'

keeping it together

hiding her fears

Breakdowns are saved for the bathtub


Don't mistake my venting for complaining

I know I am blessed

just somedays I'm barely maintaining

I don't want them back

these pieces of me

I have given them freely

I need you

as much as you need me


I promise


I'm alright. I am fine.

overwhelmed and over worked

I am not good at asking for help

my feelings get hurt

I don't know how to tell

always holding it together

feeling alone

even though I am loved

keeping it in, but not forever

breakdowns I save for the bathtub



















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